| I am so depressed right now. Everything was going so right, no
everything is just falling apart. Thought I found the man I wanted, but
now shit is conflicting with me and I don't know what (in reality who)
I want. I have been in so much trouble here in my unit. I am a PT
failure still even though I work my ass off. I fucked up and now I have
lost privilages for a week so I missed out on a chance to go into the
city (kuwait). I feel like crying, but I know it will just make me feel
worse.
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| Its been a while, Eh. Hetero! Thank you for that pic of Misato. Its of the good.
So its mid august, meaning I have 4 1/2 months left in this shitty ass
desert. I enjoyed my leave to the fullest and did all of the things I
set out to do.
Now I am back in the Middle East...sitting around tweedling my thumbs
until I am needed. Its not bad at all. I am quite grateful. I have
built up quite the anime collection while being here.
Well for all of you who still read this...Hello and Goodbye, till next blog. Out.
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| Just a few months to go then I can take leave. I gotta get the fuck away from this place. Too much fucking drama and so many rumors. Makes my head spin. I have been getting in trouble for shit I haven't done. Before I would be scared and cop out, but now I just say fuck it. The worst I can get for the shit I "don' do" is a negative counceling statement.
I've started going to the gym. I lift weights and shit like that. My arms are killin. Later. |
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| Holy Shit!!! It has been a while.
Well, i'm doing ok. Same shit different day. Except now I am in the
church choir, and that has really lifted my spirits. I am also taking
Psychology online. That is a fun class so far.
The numbers on this camp have really died down, so it is no
longer crowded. Easter is tomorrow....how shitty not to be home for the
holidays. But its all good. I bought myself some movies to make the
hurt of being away less hurtful :P
Ok...well that is all for now. Ta Ta.
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